Well it has been a long time coming. It is amazing how I, in my humanness, can get caught up in perfection (that is ironic). How can any human be perfect? I read through Genesis in the beginning of January making note of any communication between God and man. Then I started to analyze what I had learned… God had impressed on me a specific principle that had been seen in this book but I let my ideals get in the way.
I wanted to do a thorough study of each encounter between God and man. When I was reading through the biggest things that jumped out at me were so clearly pointed out by the Holy Spirit as what He wanted me to get out of the book of Genesis. Instead of writing the blog right away and focusing on those items I continued to try to find time to look at every aspect of what I had learned for another month with very little movement or satisfaction.
I felt most days like a huge roadblock had been placed in my way and I was not even able to focus on anything that Genesis had to say at all. This is frustrating when I just wanted to move on. Every time I sat down the same idea came to me in big bold headlines across my heart! I just could not get past my own perfection and ideals that I wanted to exhaust every communication through Genesis.
It is really foolish to argue with the Holy Spirit or to try to work beyond what He is asking and therefore working in your own human strength. So here I am, almost 5 weeks later, and finally admitting my own human limitations, ready to record what the Holy Spirit actually impressed upon me to record here when I first read through Genesis at the beginning of January… how ironic is that!!More in my next post!
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